artist statement:

Only through art, have I found a way to explore the depths of my emotions and observations, by translating them into visual expressions that seem larger than life. As a child learning to read and write, I was captivated by the exhibition ‘Picasso Black and White’ at the Guggenheim and Jackson Pollock's mesmerizing masterpieces at MoMA. These experiences ignited my curiosity about how artists perceive the world around them and whether my own unique perspective, like that of the greats, could evoke profound feelings in others. Line quality became a focal point for me as I delved deeper into artistic exploration. I questioned what could be achieved with each stroke of a line — its potential to convey emotion, movement, or even stillness. This curiosity extended beyond technique; I pondered if my personal experience of the world, such as riding on the J train, which held a special place in my heart, mirrored the emotions that Giovanni Bellini sought to capture in his masterpiece 'Ecstasy of St. Francis.’ Drawing became an outlet for me during childhood when all I knew was how to depict simple images like the sun, trees, or my babysitter's dog. By regurgitating these familiar elements onto paper, I discovered a means to portray my complex emotions and observations that felt larger than life. This marked the beginning of what many arts enthusiasts call their 'eye phase,' symbolizing a personal perspective on reality. The eye itself fascinated me immensely; its ability to perceive different realities intrigued me. How is it possible for two people to gaze upon the same object yet interpret it so differently? It was through exploring this concept of perspective that I began unraveling the inner workings of human beings. Understanding not only my parents' actions, but also those of everyone I interacted with, became an insatiable desire within me. Art offered me an avenue to delve into psychology — both my own and others'. With just a pencil and paper, I could tap into my deepest subconscious memories and secrets. Each art piece and sketch became a tool for unraveling the complexities of people and situations, allowing me to process and make sense of them. This creative process not only helped me cope with trauma but also provided a means to organize my thoughts in a cohesive and comprehensible way. In essence, art has become my medium for self-discovery, understanding others, and expressing the profound intricacies of life. As I continue on this artistic journey, I strive to create visual narratives that evoke emotions, challenge perspectives, and offer glimpses into the human psyche. I believe that through my artwork, I can communicate what words alone cannot express.